Friday, May 14
awful~
argh! feel so fucking awful today.its our one month and it ended up like that?! what the hell...we only met for 15mins at tiong and that's it?! wanted to bring baby to my house but in the end..mum's at home? lol. made baby so disappointed.he had to go all the way home by himself ): i feel so bad and guilty..sorry baby ): reach home..forget remove my contacts! ahhh,what the fuck! mum saw and told dad when he came home.dad scolded me and said,"你要我把你的bag放在客厅then每天before上学check你bag是不是?" i felt damn pissed..why cant i have just abit of freedom! i dont wanna stay in my house anymore! i feel like 离家出走 sia..i dont wanna stay in a home that doesnt give me the feeling of home..which doesnt give me the feeling of love! argh...fuck la!
Friday, May 14, 2010
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