ARGH..i feeling awful now.had never been feeling so awful before! ahhhhh! just received a news that i dont wanna hear ever again.grandma is having freaking HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE and is going to the hospital! wth?! recently,everyone in my entire family seems to be always in and out of the hospital,why? why? why? first is mum,then is aunt..now is grandma! i really hope that everyone's gonna be okay.i desperately needs someone to talk to but..where are those people that could lend me a helping hand? my "long-term" listener is away for a camp and i really hope that he's here.hais...i'm gonna go crazy sooner or later..one thing had just been settled and now,another thing starts.everything seems to go on and on...if its things that are good,i seriously dont mind but...why are all this happening?! i dont want any of my family memeber to be in such awful situation where one enters into the hospital after another... God,i wanna cry.i wanna cry till my heart content.i wanna forget about everything and hope that its all a nightmare and none of this is reality..
心好烦啊!怎么办?!
Monday, May 31, 2010 ♥
Monday, May 31
wtf?
ARGH..i feeling awful now.had never been feeling so awful before! ahhhhh! just received a news that i dont wanna hear ever again.grandma is having freaking HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE and is going to the hospital! wth?! recently,everyone in my entire family seems to be always in and out of the hospital,why? why? why? first is mum,then is aunt..now is grandma! i really hope that everyone's gonna be okay.i desperately needs someone to talk to but..where are those people that could lend me a helping hand? my "long-term" listener is away for a camp and i really hope that he's here.hais...i'm gonna go crazy sooner or later..one thing had just been settled and now,another thing starts.everything seems to go on and on...if its things that are good,i seriously dont mind but...why are all this happening?! i dont want any of my family memeber to be in such awful situation where one enters into the hospital after another... God,i wanna cry.i wanna cry till my heart content.i wanna forget about everything and hope that its all a nightmare and none of this is reality..