i seriously dont know what to say after what happened just now.i hope you dont see this post cos...i dont want you to know that i'm feeling down.my heart is breaking into pieces and my tears just cant stop flowing down.my heart ache as if it had shattered into millions of pieces but,do you know?i would rather you dont.we're drifting apart,arent we?you have been thinking alot and i am too.when i said those words,i dont really mean it that way,argh.maybe you dont know,but your words just cant stop repeating itself in my mind.even the smallest detail that you might not realise that you've said.its not that i dont love you or what but...maybe i just love you too much.i take every single word of yours into my heart and sort it out properly.are you in a bad mood or something? i dont know. i simply cant stop crying,cant stop.i'm missing you terribly but when we talked today,everything doesnt seems right.nevermind,nevermind.maybe i shouldnt have made that first phone call? i dont know..i dont know.but no matter what,i'll still repeat the same old words,i'll never ever regret every single thing i had done with you.NEVER. if you do see this post,just treat as though you've never seen it.DONT take it to heart.i just need somewhere to say everything out.you've already done too much for me & i appreciate them,i'll learn to cherish those times together with you. have fun in cambodia.enjoy & takecares.ily,imy.
Friday, June 04, 2010 ♥
Friday, June 4
): broken hearted
i seriously dont know what to say after what happened just now.i hope you dont see this post cos...i dont want you to know that i'm feeling down.my heart is breaking into pieces and my tears just cant stop flowing down.my heart ache as if it had shattered into millions of pieces but,do you know?i would rather you dont.we're drifting apart,arent we?you have been thinking alot and i am too.when i said those words,i dont really mean it that way,argh.maybe you dont know,but your words just cant stop repeating itself in my mind.even the smallest detail that you might not realise that you've said.its not that i dont love you or what but...maybe i just love you too much.i take every single word of yours into my heart and sort it out properly.are you in a bad mood or something? i dont know. i simply cant stop crying,cant stop.i'm missing you terribly but when we talked today,everything doesnt seems right.nevermind,nevermind.maybe i shouldnt have made that first phone call? i dont know..i dont know.but no matter what,i'll still repeat the same old words,i'll never ever regret every single thing i had done with you.NEVER. if you do see this post,just treat as though you've never seen it.DONT take it to heart.i just need somewhere to say everything out.you've already done too much for me & i appreciate them,i'll learn to cherish those times together with you. have fun in cambodia.enjoy & takecares.ily,imy.