Sunday, September 19
family? him♥?
so many things had been happening lately ): firstly,i lost my phone..cos of that,quarrelled with parents..secondly,wore contacts that day and left my spects in school ): went home got scolded like shit..dad threw my contacts away ): quarrelled again..this morning,my phone bill came..though i had unlimited sms but bill showed that i'd used 3498messages..got scolded again ): results slip,failed 4subjects..parents refuses to sign and gave me lots of stress..and worst of all,kinda quarrel with him♥ that day...i dont know what's going on ): everything just seemed to be wrong ): i cant stand this any longer..i hate this home..i hate this family..i hate everything..do you all know how much tears i'd been crying out lately? i cried everyday..but yet? no-one bother..no one care..no one give a fucking damn about me...i hope to get some encouragement from you and i'll probably put in more effort to study..but where's all the encouragement i'd been longing for??? all you do is scold and scold and scold?! why cant you just shutup?! i had enough..i'm not gonna give a damn bout anything you say..i'm just gonna heck care bout it....bi..i promise you that i'll not cut myself but now......i cant gurantee..if i cant stand and cut myself again,i hope you wont blame me...
Sunday, September 19, 2010
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