Thursday, October 7
I am a disappointment. That's my life. I am a loser in every way,just that useless. One day when it's time, the light will bring me away. Somehow, It hurt so much that you don't even wanna try. I can't keep pretending.Ya, I am living with a brokenheart.But who understands? Who knows? How do you feel? I bet you don't even feel a thing isn't it? I dont get it why must you keep hurting me non-stop? Hadnt i'd been hurt enough? Everything is too much..i'm gonna collapse soon.the pain is aching in my heart every single day i see you..everyday i ask god why is he punishing me this way...if his purpose is to let me learn something,why am i learning in such a hard way? i would rather inflict the pain physically, rather than having the pain in my heart throbbing so painfully everyday..i'm trying hard to let go,everyday i'm trying..Dear god, The only thing I ask of you, is just to let me have this chance and move on. A chance for me, this time i have to move on. I promise, i'll change..may my apology be accepted. Amen.
Thursday, October 07, 2010
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