Saturday, October 9
nowadays,i realised that home is just a place for me to sleep.no one ever bothered bout my presence..when i'm studying,you scold me..what have i done wrong yesterday?all i want is to copy notes from my friends and study?why did i have to get scolded? you all went out,and told me to go home earlier..i listened and reached home at 5.30plus.thought you will buy dinner for me so,didnt eat before going home,if not...i'll be home late..waited and waited..you only came home at 11.30..thought you will buy some food for me at least but? you came home empty-handed..i chose to save $$ and eat only a little during lunch cos you told me that your salary was reduced.i saved the $$ and wanted to use it for mon's allowance..hais,in the end,went hungry..ran out of food at home..nothing to eat ): today woke up,stomach grumble..no breakfast,hais..lunch,you ask me go out and eat,i dont want cos i wanna study..you simply say okay and left..i know you wont be back till late at night..hais..but i got used to all these le :/ i no longer feel hungry..what i feel is just..PURE EMPTINESS in my heart.. baby left me,and you are treating me like this..no one will bother bout my presence..whether i'm dead or alive,its nobody's business..bi,i miss you badly..i really need you..if one day,i'm not here anymore,i hope you'll miss me...
Saturday, October 09, 2010
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